tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-562141102491251687.post4227952999622076821..comments2023-02-14T08:23:52.873-08:00Comments on Little Musings: Peter Pan complex and prayer request.Meghanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11284714645081293757noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-562141102491251687.post-17556591761127470772010-03-06T12:55:46.975-08:002010-03-06T12:55:46.975-08:00Aah I almost cried reading this, thank you so much...Aah I almost cried reading this, thank you so much Yoyo ;o; <3 <3 *hugesqueezehug*<br /><br />I think the panic attacks are very mild, I don't throw up ever but I just feel like I'm about to. The appetite and lack of eating may be from working so much on school work (group work we'll work 5-6 hours straight and I'll forget to eat, that sort of thing), so that's easily controllable...<br /><br />But yeah, I'm learning to cope with the worry and just divert my mind altogether. I don't want something like that holding me back you know? My senseless worrying doesn't get me any farther in life, especially worrying about design and this and that -- I just have to trust God about it, and his sovereignty.<br /><br />And a while back, like a year or so ago, I did have a dream where I hugged Jesus. I vividly remember it to this day -- best. hug. ever -- so that's easy for me to imagine. <3<br /><br />Thanks so much for taking time to tell me all this and help me, you're so sweet! <3Meghanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11284714645081293757noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-562141102491251687.post-41406703114869635322010-03-06T12:38:42.395-08:002010-03-06T12:38:42.395-08:00Cool! Anxiety and Panic attacks, my expertise! (LO...Cool! Anxiety and Panic attacks, my expertise! (LOL no its not really cool ;_; )<br />As you know, I have an Anxiety/Panic DISORDER. Eek! Actually, it runs in my family.<br />Some people suddenly get attacks with a high heartrate, some feel restless, some feel like they'll pass out, some think they're gonna die.<br />I throw up. I don't keep food in very well.<br /><br />The trigger to it IS your worry. It's understandable with the changes you've been going through, but I think the bigger thing you should be reminding yourself is "EVERYTHING WILL BE THE WAY THEY ARE MEANT TO BE". I am SURE design is for you because God gave you that talent. But even if you worry that you're not on the path he made for you, do you think you're not under his wing? You are ALWAYS his, and what he has planned for you WILL plan out. It doesn't matter what happens. As long as you look to him and move forward in what you are doing, your niche will become clear. I'm certain of that.<br />When you start getting nauseous with anxiety, you can get used to throwing up and deal with it, or completely divert your mind. It's hard when you're constantly worrying about things that may not even matter, but lay back, listen to smooth jazz while in a bath. That saved my life. Truly, I mean it. <br />Another thing you need to remember: do not worry about your appetite. It is PROGRAMMED into your body to need nutrition, and your body will know and tell you when it's ready for it. Worrying about not eating makes it worse, because it's true when people say that 98% of the world you live in is in your MIND. Your mind makes your world. Absolutely. So remember that your body will do whats natural. Don't worry about your food intake and you'll be able to eat when it's necessary. :] It's okay.<br />Shut your eyes, imagine hugging Jesus, and know that beside you in your room, his angels are around you. Always.Johannahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15568137684394356114noreply@blogger.com