Friday, May 17, 2013

I could use somebody.

I love this song... Such a perfect song for my mood todayyy.

I woke up today around 1:00.. I'm mad at myself for sleeping in but I just feel so tired from this past school semester. I think my body is trying to make up for it, but still. I need to get up at a normal hour tomorrow and then the next day.

My parents want to know what I want to do for my birthday and I'm just like "meh, I don't really care". I honestly don't anymore, it's kinda' funny, how when I was little I always wanted a party or something big to happen. I guess that's a symptom of growing older. I also just don't like attention on me too much.

I just really want my room to be finished. >.<

I'm waiting to get my TV installed and then some shelving for my desk/study area so I can store stuff. I'm going to hang my pretty lights up today and keep unpacking and organizing. Eventually I want an area rug, new sheets/comforter, and hang up some new decorations. Some of which are past convention art I've bought I just really love among other things. :)

I really want to make my room into a mini-sanctuary to just relax in. I"m storing a lot of stuff in the attic and man.. it's nostalgia going through some of it. It also feels good packing unnecessary stuff away so my room feels clean and organized. It does make me realize just how much I hold on to stuff, it's almost pathetic lol. But, also worth it when I'm going through my memory box and I come across something from elementary school that warms my heart. No regrets.

What else is new... well, I've done nothing much else this week but sleep and unpack/organize, I guess. I worked two evenings, which was nice to have so many days off, including this entire weekend. Especially since that job is driving me nuts. I worked pretty hard on Tuesday, working circles around the two people there who went on smoke breaks together leaving me alone. Yet, the next day I get a text from the morning opener saying how we "didn't get anything done". Really? Even if he was joking, it was kind of a slap in the face. Jerk... Yep, ready to leave now especially. No respect there.

I've been watching America's Next Top Model like non-stop. Oiiii.

Hopefully, I can make the most of next week of it. Who knows what next week brings, and then the next is school again...

I need to do something to cheer myself up today. :'// I'm just in a down mood for some reason and I can't figure out why... Probably thinking too much.


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Hey beautiful! lovely lovely post this is! love the content and the pictures you added along with it. i love the bedroom one with fairy lights and the one that says "to be your own hero" <3,

MarineSystems said...

Hey... I just loved this song. Your blog says like you are a lovely person who loves poetry and music. Your choice is good. Also good to know you are back to work now may be i can read more blogs from you.