Sorry for the cursing it has, but eh, that's honestly how I'm feeling. >____>
How can someone be in a relationship for almost 3 years yet hardly acknowledge your existence? Compliment you? Surprise you? Hold you? Encourage you? Help you? Speak with you? ACT LIKE THEY FREAKING EVEN CARE???
How often does one have to go through this up and down, back and forth cycle? I'm starting to feel like a break-up would feel better than this feeling ever would...
I need to go pray and just be with God. I'm too sad lately... I'm sure a lot of it is stress driven and period related (sorry, TMI lol) but still. I have a lot to think about.
I'm tired of putting up a front.
I haven't been finding my true Joy in Him.