I don't know.
Today's just been really lonely, and really boring... Alone all day 'til five, went to dinner, but then that was sort of my parents and brother being like "well, let's just go and then get back so we can watch the Thunder play and make sure the storms don't get us" so if I wanted to have more time out and about, I couldn't. Possible bad/dangerous weather kept us in all night and even then it was everyone doing their own thing.. just laying around the house.
I need to quit being like a little girl and hoping in birthdays to be magical and I need to start getting realistic. They're just any other day. When you're twenty, it's time to grow up, not make wishes.
Time that I learned this.