I just wish I could keep my mouth shut sometimes
silence may say even more than what ends up blurting out
I just wish he'd talk to me, and open up to me more..
and now, Ethan thinks he's depressed... he thinks that's the reason why he can't seem to find passion or happiness anymore
he's stuck in this mindnumbing routine of work, eating and sleeping, with small hobbies on the side
he doesn't know
he's drained of happiness or inspiration, that he used to find was endless
and I just feel like I've failed him if even I, his girlfriend, can't make him happy
I can't be the only thing, but really, I can't even make him happy anymore?
why is he still with me then. I'm kind of pointless to him
my heart just hurts right now, and I do not know what to do